Tuesday, April 3, 2007

Who's the better manager?

I got into this little rant at CCF elections 07', as I warned the nominees of the nature of their position, and the required scope of their dedication.

Every year I ask the nominees how they would treat school should they be elected. I for one am very familiar with the stresses of serving and schooling simultaneously; in fact, I pretty much fell flat during my year on committee due to school. And as I see kids come into this fellowship, I feel their pressures of school grow larger year after year, and thus this year I found it of particular importance to press this question as most of the nominees are second years seriously aiming for great marks.

More often than not, the answer I get back for this question involve the words "time management"; that they plan to ask, or have faith that, God will grant them the skill, and patience, and perseverance, and whatever other graceful attribute you'd like use, to properly manage their time and achieve both good school grades and strong CCF leadership.

I think that's a completely wrong perspective on how committee life is supposed to work. What "time management" essentially says is that you believe that God will grant you the ability to do what He and the fellowship wants, AND what you want. What you're saying is that you want to take on this role, but are not prepared to give up anything to do so.

The fact of the matter is, what God calls for isn't a life of balance, it's a life of sacrifice. The faith you place in becoming a committee member isn't cheap. In responding to His calling to CCF leadership, you must put your next school year in His hands. Should He, in his pleasing and perfect will, call on you to surrender your marks for the fellowship's progress, then that's what you have to do. Anything less is simply rebellious.

Being a committee member isn't so glorious now is it? Sorry, I'm just not a big fan of the hug fest that's post-CCF elections. Any ex-committee member would tell you that being on committee isn't particularly fun, nor particularly rewarding, and definitely not easy. Most of the time, the newly-elected's elation is simply an indication of how naive and how unperceptive they are about their future role.

Now I fully believe that God doesn't intend for us to serve and fail school, but until you truly surrender the control you so dearly clench onto in this search for balance, until you give up trying to manage this chunk of academic life you call your own, God cannot work in your studies, or in anything else for that matter.

"Whoever tries to keep his life will lose it, and whoever loses his life will preserve it." Luke 17:33

Until you give up on trying to manage your own life, God won't have a chance to manage it for you.

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