11:44 PM 9/30/2003

Tried, gotta stop playing so much.....Bio is starting to fill my brain, this test could be easy or hard......i can't really tell cuz i've never taken bio.....so i leave it to you, i've worked pretty hard trying to get it all in.......as for math......i just haven't touched much of it at all, which is not good, but i have finished the assignment, so it works. Lift up EM this friday to you.....I haven't done much for me, but i know a lot of people have, so just be there friday, i kinda won't, at least not for a while due to Bio test, so i hope if Brian comes, he'll be taken care of. Eric matters less, cuz he's christian AND he knows people here. Too bad dorothy can't come, it would be nice for her to experience things here, get a better feel. Personally, i don't know which is a better nursing school........ Lift up Brian, hopefully he'll be here fri and he'll just get a chance to sense you, for you to reach into him. I pray for all the teams involved, drama, food, worship, speaker.....that they all be touched and used by you friday, as they all have a part to play. Most of all i pray for all the CCFer who will be attending, i pray that they recgonize that itz everyone's task to welcome people, that this EM isn't for them, but for non believers to get to know a little bit about you. I guess Kelvin is right, there isn't a point in bringin believers to EMs, that's just a waste of seats. The year is kinda progressing towards a checkpoint, after next tues, and when the marks roll in, i'll know whether i'm handling this year properly. Now that i remember, i really need to thank you for solving the OSAP sitution, well, not really solving in human terms, i was just uninformed, but for me it was solving the situation. So thanks so much for a little reassurance. Pray once again for Dorothy, she's capable of doing so many things, i just hope that nursing is your path for her, and that she would find the work fulfilling. Before all that though, she has to get into a good nursing school first, and i leave that up to you. I continue and continually lift up CCF, lotsa new people, and some have already start to leave, I just wished i had more time, and less timidity, to be smileing on campus, to be welcoming everywhere i go, not just fridays. And i pray for that strength lord, to overcome my own restraints and reservations. I share a lot in common with a lot of the first years, both in science and engineering, and i pray that it can serve as a common ground for me to bond with them. Pray for MCG, still dunno what to do, i should start looking, but i pray that you would enlighten me and Jon as the how you want this path to go. I lift up the Bio tests, the EM, and just leave everything i care for in your hands. Amen