12:36 AM 4/7/03

theme for next year.....a bright reflection.....just shining for all who cares to see, reflecting God, not just talking about him, on campus, in the community.....planning to have deeper stay next year somehow, sonia is interested in coleading, kinda a CC/CCF thingie, would be cool.....yeah, kinda starting on the vision, thinking of groups, i figured if my visions involved small groups, it would be kinda silly for me not to lead one. Deeper i think has made me think a lot, and it would really be sad to see it go, so i'm goin to try not to let it. Gotta start studying soon, feel so lazy, need to wind back up tight again. Just hope you'll provide what it takes, cuz the last ones are kinda killer. Now i REALLY dunno what position i'll do best in.......Jon was good as treasurer, but he has a closer relationship with Sylvia and can probably better help her as vice chair........dunno dunno dunno. This first committee meeting is goin to be interesting indeed. Filled out the eng selection form, if all goes well, i'm goin to be an electrical and biomedical engineer starting next year, got the same butterflies now as i had in sep, can't wait to go, but also real scared of what could be coming. I just pray you guide Wilson, i know he's trying to do what he think's best, but i just don't think he can use all of his incredible potential commuting, just show him a way. Pray for my sis, needs direction, something she's passionate about that she can study. I NEED A JOB!!!! Just really sincerely pray for the committee next year, i see a lot of enthusiasim, a lot of potential for great things to be done by you through us. I dunno, i felt that the "4 people in 1 house" question was really silly. That should actually make the committee better, having that extra closeness, extra understanding. ....should be better than if everyone if in diff house NEhow.....although i can kinda understand the fact that if they all in same program then they get busy all at the same time, that's where we all have to support eachother i guess, and i pray i can really contribute.