12:46 AM 9/28/2003

Sigh, reading back on the stuff i prayed for the last time i wrote in this thing.......things have turned quite a bit, summer is now over, and i'm already a whole month into schoool.... blesings all the way though pretty much, and i don't think i can thank you enough. House is pretty set, everyone is getting along, and i can actually cook a little bit. School is set, i thought i'd be working till death by now, but the pace has been good to me, and i'm roughly keeping up. CCF is goin too, i don't know how i got into leading men's cell, but i have a feeling if anything my kinda leadership works best there. All those things i just really need to be thankful for. Living day by day is the phrase, and it's like that this year even more than the last. I don't know how, but a month has already gone by.........I've decided to goto Little bethel this year, can't say exactly why, but the welcomeness is almost appaling, steming from the fact that MCAC certainly isn't like that, and the chinese culture in general isn't like that. And i think i'm finally getting fed by a speaker too. CCF is goin well, i'd say frosh week was pretty much a resounding success, and fellowship has gotten big now, like real big. Although the number of regular attenders has grown by all that much, probably need another month or so before i can figure out the numbers. Being admin is kinda hard when you're kinda outta touch with the rest of the commitee, itz hard to make decisions about various things like mailing lists and such, Sylvia still hasn't asked me about the email list, but i'll have to ask her soon about what to do about that........all in all, a slow but good start to another lightening year......just wanna lift up OSAP right now, dunno where that money is, but it sure isn't at the bank, which has me rather worried......also wanna lift up the froshies, balance is key, and i think just stepping out and spending time with you is probably more benitficial to marks then staying at room and cramming away. Strength is from you, so is wisdom, and more or less knowledge too..........i'm just so grateful that i'm still goin, brain still working, still keeping up, cuz i' imagined it to be much hard than this (which it might very well be, just gotta wait till mid terms over to find that one out). Lift up our house, opinions vary vastly, just hope we can band together and make this place livable for everyone of us, and in the process, really become brothers and sisters in christ. I also pray for MCG, you know what i want to do with it, problem is, i have no idea how. Me and Jon aren't the most gelled people around, so i pray that you grant us a common direction and goal, so that those who join us will be better for it. I'm goin to sleep now, eventhough there is so much more to say, but i'm goin to try my hardest to talk to you more often like this, so that i can be reminded of your blessings.